But I keep drifting into daydreams. He kisses my neck; I nibble his ear. After a brief rest, he goes down on me once, then again. We roll around a bit before I start to give him a blowjob, but he interrupts me with a hand wandering between my thighs. Finally, I finish him off, and we lie back breathing hard. I was diagnosed with vaginismus, a form of pelvic floor disorder where the muscles around the vagina are in constant spasm, a few months ago.
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I slept badly last night and almost cried when I woke up this morning at the thought of it. The first half was spent packing for our week up the coast for Christmas, the three kids alternating between watching TV and wreaking havoc through the house, wanting to go. Then loading the van, and driving for eight hours with the kids in the back, laughing, whinging, fighting. Fast food and dirty toilet stops in the heat. It was dark when we finally got to the house, a beautiful, year-old timber homestead - worth the drive. After getting the kids to bed we had a couple of gins with my sister, in bed ourselves at midnight.